K.E.S.O.K Hatiku ~~~
31 Julai..
Waiting for the wish..
None….
(Bawa diri nun ke Bintulu Sarawak…)
Kesok hati….

1 Ogos..
Still waiting for the wish..
None….
Sad :’(
Try to smile in front of BFF..
He didnt remember my befday :’(
Kesok hati…
2 Ogos..
Still hoping..
None….
Really sad :’(
Plus back to Semenanjung.. separated with my BFF again..
Double sadness (T_T)
Kesok hati….

3 Ogos..
Stop hoping..
Very very sad :’(
But then..
He drop a comment at my FB status..
But not a wish :’(
Just then he realized my befday..
“Sorry forgot about it..
Back to hometown..no intenet to see Fb reminder..”
Bla bla bla…
Means no reminder at hp? No reminder in his heart? :’(
Kesok hati……….

4 Ogos…
“Sorry hp got problem..”
Bla bla bla.. second excuse…
No reminder in his heart..
Double kesok hati..

Well..
Not his mistake..
Hoping for a wish from sum1 not belongs to u anymore..
It is my fault…
But dun noe y im so emotional..
So kesok hati..
Mayb bcoz what happened on his ex’s befday..
He remembered so well her befday..
Lot of thing happened a week b4 her befday..
Make us fight a lot..
And bcoz we used to b a best fren…
And now when i realize he didnt remember my befday..
Im soooo sad..
Mayb im ‘hanya satu persinggahan’..


August 5th, 2010 12:58 pm
my dear fiza..
i owez love u…. never stop… 
dun be sad anymore… he is not belong to you.. try to let go.. though it’s hurt… i knw how it feels… i’ve been i tat ctuation… n u saw me crying a lot… at last, i get nothing…it’s zero.. totally zero… i knw u a brave girl.. so try to look forward… keep the past memories away form ur mind… remember the time both of u fought a lot because of her.. jelas kan ape maksud nyer? jgn anggap diri tak beharga walaupun ko dijadikan tpt persinggahan…. at least ko blaja something… r8? so cheer up girl…
August 5th, 2010 3:56 pm
i noe he’s not belong to me..but it hard to let go..
i’ll try my best to cheer up.. will open this heart for someone else
me oso lurve u.. lot of love! miss u so much
BFF
August 5th, 2010 9:43 pm
good2..~~ u will need time for tat… as he is ur so called first love… me know how it feels [sume ku know]…hikhikhik.. ;P tp btl, aku faham… slowly k dear…
all the best….
August 5th, 2010 9:57 pm
sape nih pyjah.. apsal aku cam tak tau jer?
August 5th, 2010 10:15 pm
fiona: haha..tau xpe.. semua pn tau.. p ku fhm.. ko kn dgr dr ‘3′ pihak kn.. of coz la tau & fhm bebenor.. wokey dear… dun worry
nerra: huhu..later we meet.. i story k.. eh mcm aku blh story kl kt dpn2.. haha